Saturday, March 8, 2008

About Myself.

My Name: I'll not tell you my real name, but my inspiration for my Nickname comes derivative from my observances. Veyin is the name derived from my old nickname Rayin, the 'V' sounded nicer to me then the R, it made it feel... Original. The rest was on a dime, the Gao being inspired from a Character in Jade Empire who I felt had good potential but was never fully explored and therefor never taken beyond his surface role.

My Gender: Male, yep I'm a guy. I have no plans too change it either. Now theres nothing wrong with being Female, but I sort of identify as a male and don't think it's some I should change even if I wanted too.

My Age: 22, well at the time of this post. I've been around and seen the growth of the Gaming Industry and the development of the newest stuff like great movie graphics and the MMORPG stuff. At the same time however I am young so I'd say, I've seen a lot yet have even more left to see.

My Health: I have a number of health problems that I will not speak about, none of them keep me in a bed or deform me, but they do limit me. I have heart problems and they keep me from doing the strenuous activities needed too realize my original life goal of becoming a Martial Arts Master. I however have made it a goal too strive for perfection, though I may not ever become 'perfect' in any way, it is a way of life that will lead to my own betterment. There are 2 types of people that sit on there computer and write blogs and game physically. The super heavy, people who weigh a lot, you know, the typical fat nerd stereotype. Then there is the Super Skinny, people who despite there life seem too be blessed with the inability to carry weight on there midsection, this is where I fall into. I am 5'11, and am only 110 Pounds. I am built like a rail and my body can put on muscle fast, if not for my heart problem I'd probably be at a Gym or a Dojo.

My Looks: I am by no means handsome, I've got a face thats between round and angular that lacks super defining traits. My right eye also has a bit more of a squint then my left, not an ugly squint, but rather one that speaks of one half looking at you.

I am tall, well rather tall, and lanky looking, I tower above a lot of people and am built pretty darn thin, because of my above health problem I also have about 3% body fat resulting in 'any' muscle on my body being highlighted.

I have a few Scars, most from operations on my heart or gut from the excess collagen in my system causing my organs to be too flexible. I also have a scar on my forehead... No I'm not Harry Potter, It is a line scar that go's downward on my forehead, small enough that my short bangs cover it, something I got as a kid charging a radiator. (Not my sharpest moment, but I did win.)

I also have a large lower lip, not the whole lip, just the middle of it, sort of like I got hit in the mouth, had it sense I was born, but there are people with larger lower lips that didn't have birth defects of any sort.

My hair is dark brown, My Eyes are Dark Brown. The image of my hair changes a lot, it is more often then not just shaggy, but its also naturally spiky, and often times I cut it to a buzz, other times I keep it long, I like my hair so I don't abuse it with dies or other such stuff, Baldness isn't something I'm gonna work towards.

Religion: ((Don't read this if you are offended by a person speaking there belief on this.))
I think others should know this because it is the compass on which one guides there life. I am a Christian, I don't have a denomination I totally agree doctrinally with. I see myself as a man created by god who lives with other men. It is not my place to judge or scorn those who don't believe as I do or act as I desire. I have had many spiritual experiences in my life that have confirmed my faith. I truly have found the path and seek to share it. I however am not the sort to walk over to someone and say "Your gonna go to hell!" because it isn't my place to know that. A person has there own life and there own existence that makes them who they are, a life I do not know. I will pray for people, I will stay by there side, I value morals and goodness. If I have a question about rather or not what I am doing is wrong, I don't ask my Pastor. I read the Bible.
My core belief system comes from there.

Beliefs: I believe in a multiple world existence. We all live on the same 'planet' but our lives alter are perceptions and form 'our' world, 'our' beliefs and make them different. For instance, the World for a Black Man is different then it is for a White Man. Is it bad? No. The differences in our World create verity, create a new life. Nothing is more boring then the same thing over and over again. Indeed I have seen good and bad in every sort of life.

I believe that life starts in the Womb, I can remember it myself, not because it was something too remember, but when I was born I in the womb I was in pain because of my heart problems and I remember it because of the pain. That is why I believe that Abortion is wrong in all aspects that it is as bad as strangling a baby in the crib. To commit abortion is to murder a child. (I will write more on this in a later blog.)

Nationality: I am Caucasian, but my great grandfather on my moms side is Native American Indian, My father is mostly German with Irish mixed in and a tiny bit of Korean from his great grandfather. I'm average Caucasian skin tone.

That's all I'll say about me for now, thats a fair introduction.